i am having a really hard time these days. i find myself struggling with what should be warm up weight. i can't seem to focus. while i am training, if i catch someone staring at me it messes with my head and i start wondering if they are judging me.
i know i have to get over this somehow. i know that i am supposed to ignore it and not let it get in my way, i just don't seem to be able to. i really need to figure out how to get my head outta my azz before i lose anymore valuable training time.
i am NOT liking me very much right now
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I know where you're coming from miche - Totally! Perhaps it's a Gemini thing; perhaps not.
Just stick to your guns (no pun intended), stick with what you believe in (yourself) and it will fall into place.
Believing in yourself may be one of the toughest things at times like this, but staying focussed on all the little positives about YOU will help you get you through tumults like this - At least that's what seems to work for me.
Sometimes babysteps are the most painful ones to take.
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