on final approach

i am on the final approach on my journey to the stage. it has been a very interesting trip. there were things i anticipated and expected and things that caught me completely off guard.

i had an interesting reaction tuesday morning. in my opinion one of the few times i've really struggled with this prep. tuesday morning entailed some posing practice, routine practice, i don't think i told you that my coach changed my music... basically in the studio he and the musician doing the edit changed a few things that basically entailed me having to learn a new ending, leg extensions and a.m cardio. never in my life have i ever felt that tired. i could barely walk, i was nodding off in my car at the lights. i would be lying if i didn't admit to starting to worry. luckily a couple sticks of gum and a meal fixed me right up.

tuesday night had me at the MAC counter augmenting my make-up collection. which is pretty funny when you realize that i never wear the sh*t... so spending another $90 to add more make-up to my collection is ironic to say the least.

i sat down with my nutritionist today and he layed out for me the plan for the last few miles of this trip. i am glad he wrote it all down because right now my head is spinning. i think i need to petition someone to get an extra 4 hours put into each day. i am going to need that time to get things organized for the show.