hmmm....

so it would appear dad got a call yesterday regarding a cancellation, which meant he was able to get in today to get his results. it seems they grade the degree of disease out of 10. unfortunately dad got a passing grade... he got a 7. we are looking at radiation or possibly surgery... dependant upon the results of next weeks bone scan.

i'm still waiting to feel. i do know i tapped out early from my cardio... i couldn't seem to concentrate... but i still haven't reacted...

can someone tell me if there is something wrong with me???

nothing???

again i feel the need to start off with an apology. forgive me, it's been almost two months since my last post. in fact i've had more than a few friendly reminders that i haven't been posting lately. i will get into the how's and why's of that later. the only thing i really want to post today is this...

my dad's biopsy results came back. he now has an appointment in a few weeks to discuss treatment options. the results came back two days ago and what i can't figure out is why i've not had any reaction. i haven't screamed, cried, thrown anything... all i've felt is nothing.

have i officially become a heartless b*tch???