had my first performance review at the mouse pushing j.o.b today. i can't say it went well. first of all they don't feel i am making myself available enough to work. i haven't been volunteering to stay late and work any of the overtime hours. so i guess now is the time to finally up and give up the evening training sessions.
the other problem area was my use of the internet. the bodybuilding message board that i often had running in the background was noted and referred to as a 'chat room', i guess i probably don't have to go into much more detail beyond that.
so needless to say my day sucked azz. i hate what i do for a living and the time i spend in front of that mac sucks azz. yet here i am... with the money to buy a fawking bike and no bike.
and ya know this all had to go down on a tuesday, a day when my mood is already funky cuz i can't train. thankfully tomorrow i can train again.
i never got the chance to tell you before. my coach was a victim of a hit and run early saturday morning. i have been training by myself for the past few workouts. he wasn't injured in the collision but he did have the head, neck and back pains usually associated with a car accident. hopefully he will be feeling better soon.
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sorry to hear things are getting to you, I hope you get through it. not the place to get all personal so i'll save it for a chat.
man that sucks for coach! glad to hear he wasn't seriously injured but i know how nagging these things can be. I hope he takes care & is back on track soon.
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