Monday, July 31, 2006

you think too much

i'm often accused of that. i can't say that they are wrong. but i do feel that thinking works for me. i do not tend to fly by the seat of my pants. i do tend to carefully consider the pro's and con's. i can tell you that even my bouts of apparent spontaniety have be carefully considered... in advance.

sometimes i decide on my actions quickly and sometimes it takes more time.

this time it took a while, it affected my sleep and i let it affect my mood. but i am happy to say that it worked. i've come up with a good working plan. i've reworked my training week. which should give me more effective use of my rest days. as much as i hate them... they are needed. i've reworked my training to focus more on adding the mass that we all know (or should know) that i need. and most importantly i have forgiven myself for what i consider to be a poor finish at my show.

onwards and upwards

p.s: all the shots are in from the photo shoot i did in ohio last march. he says he is definately going to publish one in the next issue of the magazine. things that make ya go hmmmm....

1 comment:

S-NJ said...

it's still a shame you put yourself down, maybe you don't mean it that seriously when you write such but if you need to forgive yourself to move on & move past & move towards bigger & better things, then there ya go!

i won't get any more serious than what i wrote above on this forum. besisdes we've had the is chat before many a times & we'll prbly have it again! It's what we do right?! hehe